Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Poet Du Jour: Arthur Rimbaud


I adore Arthur Rimbaud. He's that quintessential dirty poet that all Bohemians aspired to be because he reached fame at such a young age. He's also raw; he lived the life of pure emotion and expatriation that I can only dream about. Instead of continuing this exaltation, I'll just post my most preferred poem by Rimbaud.

Romance

I


When you are seventeen you aren't really serious.
- One fine evening, you've had enough of beer and lemonade,
And the rowdy cafes with their dazzling lights!
- You go walking beneath the green lime trees of the promenade.

The lime trees smell good on fine evenings in June!
The air is so soft sometimes, you close your eyelids;
The wind, full of sounds, - the town's not far away -
Carries odours of vines, and odours of beer...


II


- Then you see a very tiny rag
Of dark blue, framed by a small branch,
Pierced by an unlucky star which is melting away
With soft little shivers, small, perfectly white...

June night! Seventeen! - You let yourself get drunk.
The sap is champagne and goes straight to your head...
You are wandering; you feel a kiss on your lips
Which quivers there like something small and alive...


III



Your mad heart goes Crusoeing through all the romances,
- When, under the light of a pale street lamp,
Passes a young girl with charming little airs,
In the shadow of her father's terrifying stiff collar...

And because you strike her as absurdly naif,
As she trots along in her little ankle boots,
She turns, wide awake, with a brisk movement...
And then cavatinas die on your lips...


IV


You're in love. Taken until the month of August.
You're in love - Your sonnets make Her laugh.
All your friends disappear, you are not quite the thing.
- Then your adored one, one evening, condescends to write to you...!

That evening,... - you go back again to the dazzling cafes,
You ask for beer or for lemonade...
- You are not really serious when you are seventeen
And there are green lime trees on the promenade...






Romance was written in 1870 but it rings so true today.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Bohemian Must Reads


One of the pre-reqs of being a boho is literature. Even for those bohos whose primary art is not writing, reading is a M-U-S-T.

The lovely Laren Stover of Bohemian Manifesto includes a section of books that all bohos must read. Because of this crappy economy and the crappy libraries in my area, I can't find/buy a great deal of these books so I turned to the ever lovely Gutenberg! No, not the guy who made the printing press and the Bible. I fell in love with the site Gutenberg because it has a ton of hard to find classics for free. *squee*

Sooo, to save you all the trouble, I found some of Stover's boho must reads & a few of my own.

Scenes de la Boheme - Henry Murger This isn't an optional read!!

The Devil's Dictionary - Ambrose Bierce (If you haven't read it already, I recommend An Occurrence At Owl Creek Bridge. Soooo haunting!)

The Communist Manifest - Karl Marx & Friedrich Engels (Everyone should read this; not just bohos.)

Therese Raquin - Emile Zola (Stover recommends Nana as well but Gutenberg didn't have an English translation.)

Les Fleurs du Mal - Charles Baudelaire (Even if you can't read it in French, do so anyways. The beauty of the poems in their original language cannot be found in the translations.)

Les Miserables - Victor Hugo (I recommend Hernani as well.)

Anything by Poe.

The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde

Anything by Byron.

Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

Candide - Voltaire

The Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas

Cousin Betty - Honore Balzac

Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert

Wasteland - T.S. Eliot

What is lamentably missing from this list is the works of Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, and Rimbaud. Gutenberg currently does not have any of their works.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Girls Say Yes!



I love both of these posters but apparently the girls at Salon.com don't. Considering the inordinate amount of sexism in this political race, I can see why they don't like the variation of the Joan Baez poster. I personally love it because it's very tongue in cheek. If these women were nearly nude or had something porny on, I could totally see why the Salon chicks think that this is sexual.
Sexual? No. Empowering? Yes.
These women picture aren't selling their bodies for a candidate or offer sexual favors for a candidate. It's just saying fuck yeah! I can vote for a non-female canidate and be damn proud!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Biblioburro



The name Biblioburro put a smile on my face alone.

Luis Soriano of Colombia takes his two donkeys (Alfa & Beto) and uses them as a makeshift book mobile. I personally think that the idea is really ingenious and cute.

After having a really shitty week, this really cheered me up. It's nice to see people doing something for their fellow man.

Everything stolen from the
International Herald Tribune

Sunday, October 12, 2008

It's Easier to Write About Love...

when you're not in love.

Jane Austen is the romance writer. She set the standard as to what a romance novel should be and her books are not as tacky as modern romance novels. Seriously, pick up any modern romance novel and in the first two pages you'll see how much the lead female character is a doormat.

The odd thing about Ms. Austen is that she never married. As to whether or not she had a romance of her own, it is not my place to speculate. But Ms. Austen was on to something. It's much easier to write about love and commitment when you're not in love or bound to it.

For writers, that statement seems completely contradictory because every writer has heard the 'ole "write about what you know" saying. Writing about you're own relationships is much simpler than fabricating your own but it makes it harder to romanticize a romance.

I love and adore my darling but before we got together I would envision all these tripped out scenarios me and a possible lover would find ourselves in. I didn't stop to think about the trivial things that actual lovers argue about. Everything was a product of my own design and nothing could go wrong. Now if only real life could go that way. My darling isn't going to bust into my home and steal me away to a mansion in Paris as a fictional character would. *sigh* Things look much better on paper.

Of course, I can't always criticize reality because sometimes it just provides great moments that need to be immortalized on paper.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Feet are made to take you places...not to decorate.

It is the world's biggest cliche that women are obsessed with shoes. I don't know if it's because of my bohemian lifestyle or because I have a hatred of feet but I don't own many shoes. I only own 6 pairs of shoes (1x converse; 1x knee high boots; 1x ankle boots; 1x penny loafers; 2x strappy sandals w. Louis XVI heels).

Sure I love my pair of faux Victorian boots


and I would kill for a pair of Alexander McQueen Union Jack boots


but I seriously don't care about shoes. I mean, my once black monochrome converse turned this weird shade of pukey green because I've never washed them.

I don't get why women spend inordinate amounts of cash on shoes when there are more important things in this world ...

like hats!

I own more hats than pairs of shoes. *^-^*

Bitch PLEASE!

As an aspiring journalist, I get really pissy when people mock the news media. News organizations are far from perfect and some are even biased *cough* Fox News *cough* but if you are making bs claims just because an interview didn't go your way, you deserve to be ran over by a steamroller.

See Sarah Palin:

Yes, I do hate myself a little for linking to a Fox News segment.

BITCH PLEASE!!

You couldn't even name a newspaper.


I don't think Palin realizes that a good politician is worldly...as in, they know about world affairs because they read papers, like uggh, let me think here...the New York Times! the Boston Globe! the Wall Street Journal! the Christian Science Monitor! the Washington Post! OMG, naming those drained my brain.[/sarcasm]

Oh! Oh! Oh! But she says more!

On her response to Katie Couric’s question about what she reads:

“My response to her, I guess it was kind of filtered. But, I was sort of taken aback, like, the suggestion was, you're way up there in a far away place in Alaska. You know, that there are publications in the rest of the world that are read by many. And I was taken aback by that because I don't know, the suggestion that this was a little bit of perhaps we're not in tune with the rest of the world."

On her relationship with the media:

“I'll tell you, what I used to do is commit to not being so annoyed and impatient with mainstream media. And I will make that commitment because I do understand that that is how I speak to the American people in a position like this. I speak to you and through you and that way, that message is received by American people.”

“So, I apologize for the response that I gave through that interview on a couple of questions. I'm going to try harder. But, I would ask also then, that the media tries a little bit harder also. And that this is a two-way street. That there's fairness. Just objectivity and fairness and truth. That's all Americans ask for.”

“I look forward to speaking to the media more and more everyday and providing whatever access the media would want. My life is certainly an open book.”
~ Taken from Politico.com

From what I've heard, Palin is a journalism major. *le gasp* You wouldn't think by how she talks about the media! I'm sure she would know the intricacies of the media and if she had soooo many problems with it she should have stayed a journalist to better the profession.

It is better to be thought an idiot than to open your mouth and remove all doubt. Someone should have told Palin that before she took on this interview. If you can't stand the heat, leave the kitchen; if you can't stand the questions, leave the interview with your minimal intelligence intact.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Think About It

The United States may have one of the best militaries in the world but some of the people in charge of it are not very smart.

...especially those running Gitmo because they believe that those "terrorists" who commit suicide in prison are just trying to piss them off.
See the Washington Post:

"The U.S. military has maintained for two years that the [detainees'] suicides were a coordinated act of aggression; a military officer has called them an act of "asymmetric warfare" against the United States."

Yes, because
torturing these poor men couldn't possibly have caused this.

Not So Sexy Starvation

I know I said previously that I wouldn't blog about my personal life but I have to admit something.

I have severe anorexic tendencies. I have no idea if I'm any where near having an actual eating disorder or if I'm actually under weight. I can't bring myself to weight myself. This is something that I've never talked about because compared to larger and more pressing things, my problems seem completely trivial. It's also really difficult to talk about because I get a lot of shit about my eating habits. Even small comments about how to don't eat enough protein can throw me off and make me neurotic.

I was reading Jezebel.com and that was written really resonated with me:

"I know that people like to portray anorexia as an illness of vanity, but that's about as far from the truth as you can get. Anorexia is never about the weight. The weight is a symptom, a distraction. The need to starve one's self, to concentrate on numbers and sizes and measurements, is merely a means of coping, of drawing the brain away from whatever is hurting it so badly that the only way of dealing is to numb it out completely. It's a very quiet form of suicide."

You know what? That's completely true because I sincerely care less about what I look like. When eating disorders get equated to looks, it just makes it harder to talk about. I don't talk about my eating habits because I feel that it's hard to be taken seriously when people think that all you want to do is look like a runway model. I'm far from being vain but I get a small power high from skipping major meals. It's a rush because I get to experience some normalcy. For those who don't have eating problems, it's really hard to follow this ideology. When major things get out of control, food (or really the lack of it) becomes the easiest thing to reign in.

I know what the cause of my poor eating habits are because it branched off when I was diagnosed with hypermobility (extreme joint flexibility) when I was 13. Hypermobility is far from being life threatening but it's hard to cope with because I'm in some sort of pain nearly every day. In all seriousness, I've had days that I've just wanted to stay in bed because the thought of having to walk and just moving has frightened me. Being constantly hungry shifted my focus from my joints and has made my life easier. Starvation only seemed to become easier when I started high school. It was also a fairly simply defense mechanism considering that high school is hell for me.

I can't make excuses now because it's my way out since everything is up in the air right now. I don't know where I'm going to live a year from now or if I'll have enough money for my education.

I don't want sympathy or a way out. I just want normalcy.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Hat Fetish Abound

I LOVE adore hats. I find them increadibly sexy. I always wear my knit beret or my wool fedora.
I also love advant garde clothing.
Soooo....when I saw KissCurl's Etsy page I died. Seriously.





Epic drool right there! Alas all of those three are over $150 and for a student with no income, it's out of my reach. Boo Hoo, maybe another time.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

She makes my skin crawl.

I LOATHE Sarah Palin. The woman makes my skin crawl every time I hear something about her on the news. I just really, really, really don't like her. So when I saw this pic, I lol-ed.


One of the commentors posted that on Jezebel and I fell in love with.

Along with this:


But back to Palin. I won't get into the ins and outs of her politics in this post because I don't want my blood to boil at the moment. In all seriousness though, I thought that McCain picked Tina Fey to be his veep.



Palin and Fey look to much alike (I sincerly doubt that their political views are alike though), which is scary considering that Tina Fey is totally awesome and epic! Liz Lemon Tina Fey for president! I'd vote for her. XP

Now lets hear it from Jon Stewart!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

This is just awesome.

I couldn't resist posting this up.

Monday, August 25, 2008

It all comes down to perspective.

I am both a bohemian and a feminist. Even though the latter of which took me forever to realize, I declare that I am both proudly. Because of both my veiws, nudity is lost somewhere in between. I take a more bohemian view to nudity with the idea that it is natural because it frees a person from the constraint of clothing. (In a similar vein, it also frees a person from consumerism and the bourgousie society, but that's a topic for another day.)

The two books I'm reading really took an opposing side to nudity....espcially when it comes to Manet's Dejeuner sur l'herbe (pictured below).



Lauren Stover's Bohemian Manifesto (which is my current love affair) takes the more boho view to that fantasic peice of artwork because Manet was a bohemian (he suffered for his art & broke the conventions of what was considered "fine art" at the time).

What's cool beans about Manet's painting is that the female subject (she was actually a prositute & his muse, Victorine) isn't idealized in any way. She isn't "photoshopped" the way that models in magazines or dude rags are. She looks almost innocent in her conversation with the two clothed men.

Because of this, I don't really understand of M. Gigi Durham in The Lolita Effect (it's a pretty good peice of nonfiction). Durham states that the woman's nude presence reinforces patriarchy because "the painters [Manet in this case] and the patrons of the arts were traditionally men, and to bare the femlae body was to shore up masculine power". She also continues by saying that her simply being nude makes her apperance sexual. With this in mind would Cabanel's The Birth of Venus be a sign of patriarchy instead of that of the power of a goddess? Is Veus Di Milo seuxal because she has no arms to cover herself?

I personally believe that what Durham says is a little extreme but judge for yourself.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

French = <3

I am a slave to French literature and what I've discovered is that everything sounds better in French. I mean wayyyy better!! I carry around Baudeleare's Les Fleurs Du Mal like it's a bible and after reading it for the zillionith time, I've realized something. Between the English translation and the original French manuscript, something gets lost in translation - the raw emotion is gone.

Victor Hugo is epic. Read Hernani and you'll know what I mean. So below is a video that I found somewhere of something that Hugo wrote in his native language. While I have no clue what it means because my French is tres mal, it just sounds lovely.

À Juliette Drouet
Victor Hugo


The Victorian pics also help.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

El Paso's Underground Pt.1: Interview w/ Mike

As a research paper for a writing class, I covered El Paso's rock scene. For this, I interviewed Mike Garcia (guitarist) from the band Abnik . For those of you who don't know, Abnik is one of the bigger El Paso bands and has opened up for Flyleaf in '07 (and some other well known bands that I just can't think of off the top of my head). I personally love these guys and I do shameless promotion for their shows. Since I promised quite a number of people that I would be posting up my interview, here it is.

Bohemain in Paradise: Because Abnik performs original music, has the band ever had problems getting booked for shows?

Mike Garcia: I think we were the only original Band around El Paso at the time that really wanted to break the mold (so to speak) in terms of performing in places that normally would not allow Original music to be heard. I remember going to clubs and bars trying to schedule a show and the owners would ask me if we played cover songs and I would tell them Not a single one! They would always turn us down. And that would always piss me off because here they are turning us down when they’ve never even heard a single Musical Note coming out of us! It was hard and I would NOT take no for an answer, and eventually we started performing at place like Crawdaddy’s and Hiney’s.

BIP: If you had to describe the El Paso rock scene in one word, what would it be?

MG: Inconsistent

BIP: In a previous interview, you and Jeremy (Abnik's lead singer) mentioned something about El Paso bands that leave forgetting their roots and claiming that they are from larger cities. Why do you think those bands do that?

MG: I really don’t understand why a lot of bands do that, honestly. But it’s not only here in El Paso that this happens. I guess it all depends where all these bands end up moving to just to be closer to their Record Labels. I think that they eventually end up calling these places where they reside their home.

BIP: What advice would you give local garage rock bands that want to make it big in El Paso?

MG: My advice would be to Stick to your Guns. You have to stick it out for the long run. Success does not happen over night but you also have to be passionate about what you do. Do what you feel is right. Music is all about expression and not everyone will be happy with what you do, but as long as you get one person’s attention, you’re on the right track.

BIP:What's one part of the El Paso rock scene that most people don't know about or is the most misunderstood?

MG: The thing that is most misunderstood is the fact that El Paso really does have a lot of talent. You have all kinds of music that will suit anyone. But there are a lot of bands that are not quite ready to perform Live, and do shows. And that right there is what is hurting our music scene as well. People end up not going to shows because they automatically think that all bands here in town are not good at all.

BIP:How do you think the El Paso rock scene will be in the future?

MG: I really can’t tell how the scene will be in 5 years from now, but as long as ABNIK’s around, you can expect the Music Scene to be full of energy and thriving because we will not let the scene die out in any way. Just like other bands that gave us a chance to perform with them, that’s what I want to be doing in the future, and that is to pave the way for other up and coming bands and give them a chance to be heard.


BIP:Do you ever see Abnik becoming a large Grammy winning band that sells out stadiums?

MG: Of coarse just like any other band, we all dream of making it to the top! It would be great to have our music played on all the Radio Stations and winning awards. It symbolizes our hard work and talent. “And the Award for Breathrough Artist of the Year goes to……”

BIP:On average, how many people come to an Abnik show?

MG:On an average, we get about 30 to 40 people at our shows, but there have been times where we have performed infront of 5,000 people as well. But funny enough, we’ve also done shows where we played infront of 2 people. Ah, the good ol’ days.

BIP: Personally, why you think cover bands are so big in El Paso?

MG: I think one of the main reasons Cover bands are big in El Paso is because a lot of people go to bars where there are cover band already performing. It’s the venues in town who are hiring a lot of cover bands instead of Original bands. For every 1 bar in town that has an Original band performing, there are 10 bars with cover bands. So that is the main reason why. Also, a lot of people want to be in cover bands because it’s fun to play music, but there is NO comparison when it comes to writing your own music and getting appreciated for it.

BIP: Describe the typical Abnik fan.

MG:The typical El Pasoan going to one of our shows would be energetic, loyal, and extremely loud!!!!!

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I will be posting up my final reserch paper in the coming days. It ended up being about 9 pages so I'll do it in series of parts.

Bohemian in Paradise

I am a bohemian with a blog.

When I meet people I usually tell them that I'm a bohemian. Why? Because we're (bohemians) are not common and it's part of my quirkyness.

The first question I am usually asked is what it means to be a bohemian. As a whole, bohemianism is hard to pin down. Merriam Webster defines bohemians as:
1 a: a native or inhabitant of Bohemia b: the group of Czech dialects used in Bohemia
2 a: vagabond, wanderer; especially : gypsy b: a person (as a writer or an artist) living an unconventional life usually in a colony with others

That definition is fine and dandy but it's lacking something.

I have found that only Lauren Stover has accurately defined what it is to be boho in her book "Bohemian Manifesto":

"Who am I? I'm a poet. My business? Writing. In my happy poverty I squander like a prince, In hopes and dreams and castles-in-air,
So, what exactly is a Bohemian? Technically, a Bohemian is a person hailing from that province of the Czech Republic or a gypsy type leading a vagabond life reading palms and tarot cards and playing strange music around the campfire with a dancing bear. The Bohemia of this book is about living beyond convention. Bohemia is an atmosphere, a way of life, a state of mind. Henry Murger, who wrote about himself and all his starving-artist friends, put the word Bohemian into mainstream language in 1849 when his play La Vie de Boheme went up in Paris. He gave a label to the eccentric and socially unorthodox. Poets, painters, absinthe drinkers, dandies on the fringe-any oddball qualified.
Bohemian living or consciousness, if you will, has always been provocative. There's just something about the freedom, recklessness, scandal, artistic vision and spiritual splendor that makes it tantalizingly worthy of membership. Bohemianism is not a trend, it's a timeless movement, a way of life both fleeting and enduring that reappears every now and then as a backlash against our bourgeois, mass market, easy access culture. Bohemianism doesn't always steal the headlines. Bohemianism may be big and shocking but it may also be personal and subterranean, with quiet defiances. Bohemianism slips into our bedroom and makes a personal appearance in our dreams, sits next to us while we're in a car and whispers detours, Bohemianism is the stranger pouring stars and galaxies into our morning beverage while we watch the cat lick its paws, and it's the compulsion we have to pick up a piece of paper on the street and promise ourselves that what's written on it will be the first sentence of our next novel or the name of the yoga center or bar we're opening. Bohemianism is more than an attitude. It's the apolitical freedom of ideas, clothing and behaviors gently outside the norm. It's an elixir of undisclosed ingredients, a strange, bootleg perfume, it's the psychic, globally warmed truth serum the government wants to ban, it's the holy water of the unconscious mind, and once anointed, the underground gold mine of ideas blossoms and bleeds into the open air without self-consciousness, without reproach, without judgment.
Bohemians defy exact definition because they are essentially errant spirits. Bohemians are society's outlaws-mavericks, vagabonds, mad scientists, gypsies, theater people, artists, deviants, radicals, outsiders. They are, in essence, all one clan.
Bohemians transform, mutating and evolving from Dandy to Beat to Flower Child per the prevailing zeitgeist.
You know them when you see them:
She wears velvet in the rain.
He dances with pigeons and does magic tricks in the bookstore cafe.
They walk from Nice to Florence and have a child named Sienna.
They drive a school bus, despite the parking challenges ... and eat porridge while drinking Languedoc.
They wear contrarianism more liberally than ordinary mortals wear polyester.
You see them selling hand-knit hats to tourists on the streets of SoHo, heading to Veselka coffee shop in the East Village at noon for a morning coffee, wearing Value Village as if it were Yohji Yamamoto, reading Gertrude Stein, dressed like George Sand at cafes in the Butte aux Cailles, safe from tourist buses since it's in the thirteenth arrondissement, listening to jazz at Les Instants Chavires in Paris, hiking in a fedora in Katmandu, doing performance art in Williamsburg, moving into a new space in the Tenderloin district in San Francisco because they find North Beach too cliche, on their third pint at a tavern talking about the creation of the universe and the six months they spent in the rain forest and the miracle drug they found growing at the roots of a particular type of tree and by the way it gets you high, sipping free wine in plastic cups at art galleries as artist, collector and muse, reading poetry in bookstores in Berlin, modeling for nude photographs in a cemetery in Prague and scavenging junk shops by bus for vintage furniture later sold to antique dealers to keep themselves in absinthe.
Bohemians may get on your nerves, but even when they appear to be idle, down-and-out, opinionated Slackers, they're stirring things up. Bohemians are the ultimate elitists. They want to run things. They break the rules, set the trends, knit the knits, destroy the art and reinvent the art that everyone wants, or will want. Bohemians start movements. Bohemians change thinking. Bohemians stay up all night talking, and sometimes they write manifestos. Bohemians cross cultures and integrate mantras, philosophies, substances and clothing seamlessly into everyday life. Bohemians tenderly and violently create new work and change paradigms. Bohemians change the world."