Catharsis

This has been on my mind lately.

I was anorexic is high school. I'm not stating that because I'm proud of it because I'm not.

But when things get bad I want to be back there.

Some time in Sept. 08' I wrote about it. I know why I did it.

It's the constant flux - I can't stand it.

I would like a constant semblance - of place, people in my life, my fucking anxiety.

You'd be suprised

But I have a very poor self image.

Singular

I'll never understand why mental illness is so stigmatized in the United States.